tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59183502011-04-22T04:19:38.938+08:00morbidus phyein desaise....morbidusnoreply@blogger.comBlogger1411100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1135673693989837892005-12-27T16:43:00.000+08:002005-12-27T16:54:54.080+08:00

@ McD while waiting for the game to start..such a hott day for rugby...OH Happy DAYs!!! such a contradicting photo of everything we stands for....we make pretty brides too!!!too bored at work..me n wati has adopted the hobby of photo takin in the counters.. i'll try get pix of gurkhas the next time round.

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1135665624415918122005-12-27T14:24:00.000+08:002005-12-27T14:41:27.943+08:00

They Say A Picture Says A Thousand Words.... I've got 3 here...

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the 'Chicks' of our batch.mua, Bayah, Wati, Fiza n Shina.We're goin fo our-husband-just died pose, but it somehow looks kinda theaterical, duncha think??Almost everyone from 05/05 the kalah-judi look...more like 'ermm tell me wad am i doin here' pose , we and our stupid candid shots. but to me candid shots holds more sentiments n captures e essence of the moment.Awww dun ya think we make

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hola amigo.. Been a while since i get to use the pc. Just haven't got the time to sit in front of the computer. my first week of 'work' is over 6 more to go. Alright its just the trainning for now. 6 whole weeks of trainning. Im workin for ICA, ermm under the home team, basically workin for the government. Its like goin for ns, only that the trainning aint that tough. Im gona start my

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LIFE & DEATH... PART OF THE "GRAND DESIGN" I do not know if I am being overly sensitive to my environment or its the most natural thing to feel. Recently, I took up this job in KK hospital, yea another lab job. At least, this is a little different, not the routine commercial labs. I get to go for my rounds in the wards, get to see the little kids well yea, they are all ill. ~DUH! I must say

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What are your Fears??I came across this on one website, so people which term best describes your fears...Certainly there are a few which u can identify with..Acerophobia - Fear of Sourness Acrophobia / Altophobia / Batophobia - Fear of Heights Aeroacrophobia - Fear of open high spaces Agliophobia - Fear of Pain Agoraphobia / Demophobia / Ochlophobia - Fear of Uncontrolled social conditions,

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I think my insomnia has progressed on to a level where it gets disturbing.ITS HIGH TIME....Gotta purge it out of my system..If only its that simple

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this is the one song that I personally feel, touches most hearts, or maybe just mine..I wana make you smile, Whenever your're sad. Carry you around when your arthirtis is bad. All i wana do is grow old with you. I'll get your medicine when ur tummy aches, Build you a fire if the furnance breaks, So, it could be so nice growing old with you. I'll miss you, kiss you Give you my coat when you

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CUT THE BULLCRAP FANA!!!

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apologyi am deeply sorry and regret posting a certain line in one of my post which is very misleading as well as controversial. i wish to explain why i said such stuff..i was probably high or sumtin at that point of time. i felt like 'im on the top of the world' feeling, butterflies in my tummy, the excitment, adreanaline rush..but im just sitting stoning..and its the kinda feeling that makes u

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fana get out..take a breather..step out from this "life"lets just end this..no more embarrasment, no more disappointment..just let it go fana..do not make promises u cant deliver...no more sleepless nights..no more unshed tears..go to sleep fana...

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i've got this sudden craving for buttered sumflower seeds bout a month ago..and my wonderful sis came back today..and surprise surprise..she got me one packet of those sunflower seed... OISHII NE!!!! simply translated YUMMY!!!im nibbling on it as im typing now..hehe...want some???

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me n kin were kinda bored so we did those quizes together..n compare our results...silly rite..but its kinda fun..we're learnin more bout each other as well as ourselves believe it or not..i think im in love..haha...stop it fana..lol...like that is ever gona happeni should start to make wishes more often..aleen's wishes all came true..just by knowin one person. a convert, pilot, family person..

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Your soul is broken.You are living through a lot of pain everydaythat you have to deal with, which is making yousorrowful. No one ever stays by your side whenyou truly need them and no one ever will.Everything is hopeless and tragic and you keepyearning for the day you will be free frompain. Love is unlikely to happen to you becauseyou isolate yourself and are suspicious ofpeoples motives. You

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Life sucks and you know it. Nothing ever turns outokay, nothing ever goes your way and while youhave to live this horrible life the gods arelaughing at you. The whole meaning with life,according to you, is simply to die. But youhave not become this way just like that, youhave probably been decieved, betrayed and hurtby people who meant alot to you in your past.To you, life is not even bittersweet

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You need guidance.You have become very confused in your liferight now and are unable to make decisions thatpleases you. You may resort to drastic measuresas harming yourself, but the situation doesn'tseem to get any better by whatever method youare using for now. There is a pain insidebecause of this and you feel helpless in yourlife, thinking you will never find your wayback. But even though the

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still jobless...and BROKE...at this rate...i dunno when am i ever gona be able to save enough for my trip...

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Aap kahan ho?Mujhe tum bahut yaad aate ho...bahut bahut yaad aate ho..especially now..mujhe malum nahin kyo..just suddenly..kal rate mane kuch ladke mille, cute ladke, phir mujko kuch apko baato yaad ayaa..its just ringin in my head..lekin vo acchha hai...kya yek galat hai? im sure you know better..apka words, mere vaada, is something i will hold on to dadi...aaja dadi..chhaati se lagane ko dil

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so this is the pantry..very cosy.. 

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easy on the Drums... 

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My Partner in crime.. 

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Somebody gotta do sumtin bout that ol stinky bolster.. 

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watch ur head!! 

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bowls used by the chinese coolies back then 

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ok this may be a lil confusing n small but do read it..its touchin..by Hans Christen Anderson 

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part 2 

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part 3 of poem 

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bummer!! now u know wad my day job is.. 

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some of the different mail box that was used.. back in the olden days 

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a dress for royalties..well this is from one of the characters of Hans Christen Anderson 

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an ancient stamp from France 

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a very very old stamp from New Zealand 

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Did I ever mention that my ex was a mailman?? 

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ait babe..get back to work!! 

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old skool post box.. 

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next stop Hylam Street, god knows wad its famous for.. 

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one day adventure at Philatelic museum... 

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Im gona consider this piece of information rather private, not many has known bout it.i think something is wrong with my body, in particular my ass. it was closed to being sodomized recently, dun worry its by a doctor.wad am i sayin..dun worry!??scene: in a CLinic, with my friend, my aunt and my "son" jr. - midday-doc: so wads the problemme: i've got blood in me stooldoc: okay, how long has it

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yesterday i believe was somehow not my kinda day. it all went well in the morn, well prolly afternoon, i slept in..n it felt good...i still need two weeks worth or sleep though to get rid of the dark cirlces n to compansate for my week of insomnia. anyway, my day was spent at starbucks with micca den with nur n nish. nish hair is a total burn out, hot stuff. we planned to meet so can discuss bout

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have u ever been in a roomful of people, most r ur friends, and feel so alone?

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Aleen gave me the good news a week ago and the energy level is still high among us. we're still in the middle of the plannin phase, when she broke the news. now that we know that the trip to hawaii is confirmed n wad could be any better..we dun have to pay fo the flights!! which means we can as many stopovers..woo hoo.. so we have to plan out all over again which states we wana go, as in USA. AH.

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my fav team preparin for battle 

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thumbs up, for Samoa after winning the 3rd place 

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the Wallabies 

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trainer n the cheeky samoan guy 

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Samoa preparin to face the Wallabies 

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Samoa Trainer 

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Samoa no. 4, shy n cute 

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nigel hunt and tanerau latimer of New Zealand 

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the home team takin a bow 

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mag, sof, ad, ju n ifa 

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All blacks Haka 

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england supporters 

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all blacks 

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my fav guy, no. 4 nigel hunt with All Blacks Coach 

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The action and atmosphere was intense for the secon day. But loads of drama on the first esp the sightings of great players(duh!) as well as boyfriends and fiance. all of us had our favourites and some were even fighting over one guy. lol..well not exactly fighting.the first day got me burnt real bad n i have uneven tan on my body, loads of tones all over. i shall get it even out one day, but i

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im now an unofficial mom. i've just unofficially adopted my cuz. Junior. did i tell u that he is super super cute.his mom is thai, his dad, well is my uncle. that day wen i brought him out, ppl on the streets were givin me the 'look' like prolly tinkin i must have gotted him outta wedlock, or maybe did i kidnap this child coz maybe we do look a lil diff, oh but wad the hell. that kid is addictive

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have u ever felt that y some people just have everything and some have nothing?while others, most of us just have somethings...sometimes having something den having everything is better coz everyting sometimes may seem like nothing.and if u treasure that little something, it can become everything. so be happy that u have that little something, n dun complain or whine that u dont have every other

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for once i spared a moment to think about my future, not bout my studies but marriage, my wedding my kids n my husband. yea i know my husband is dead, but i will have to move on rite. hehe, well im the black widow after all...before, i will always avoid the topic, of havin a family of my own coz somehow i dun see it happenin. i can never picture myself having a husband, dunno why. but wad i see

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Setting: Changi Airport T1, Subway, just sent Loe offFana: hey Ju i shall we go india? i soo wana go there..Ju: yea why not. it will be really fun. can take the train that goes for 17 hrs, goin tru the villages to the city. the scenery is amazing.Fana: holy crap! 17 hrs?Nora: wow, thats so long but sounds cool..Ad: is that the minimum time u have to take the train? do we have to sit fo like 17

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sometimes i wonder, y do we have friends for? are they juz the people that u call up to get an opinion on that top u saw at the mall? or perhaps for u to gloat and brag bout wad ur lastest crush said to u..or maybe to make that person feel really miserable and wish that they had ur life instead? r friends r form of convinience, wen u need sumtin u give em a call, get wad u need and thats it? r

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im feelin like a fucking shit, mind u its not fuggin shit anymore, it has moved a notch higher, FUCKIN shit. i juz wana disappear, juz cease to exist. cant they just leave me alone?? maybe run away and hide..sumwhere where i can start afresh. i cant take the tension anymore. im on the verge of breakin down, hell i tink i am breakin down. im crumblin inside, well like anyone would care. its hurtin

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If u have to tell someone I LOVE YOU with hope that he will LOVE you, then he might not have LOVED you so its not always gona work, if u like someone n u blurt out these words chances r it may backfire. well unless u know fo sure that its mutual.. well thats juz some thoughts.. i've got 3 holes puntured on my left arm...two by ad and another by Belen. ad was tryin to stablize herself..n im

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As much as i hate goin to work these days, i still have to drag my ass of my bed every morning..well even though i start at one.i juz cant wake up these days. body achin...n i cant bloddy remember stuff..like i cant rmb wad i did the night before that. prolly its due to the tronger drug my doc prescribed me..im fuggin stoned. even as i type now..shucks i juz lost my thought..now i cant rmb wad i

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ait..here it goes, its gona be a borin post but wad d hell, i've got no strong opinions bout anythin yet X mas - uncle Borrin aka anthony arriola left us all on the eve on x mas so i guess diz yr's xmas aint wad we all expected it to be.. i was suppose to whip up a meal but all of us too shagged..with the funeral n all me n leen ended up shoppin woo hoo.. work ~ im no more in the

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I am just a girl, standing in front of a boy asking him to love her.... Julia Roberts -notting hill-

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as expected, all of us overshot, none claimed the free breakfast so we had to starve that mornin or should i say after noon. thank goodness there was cold pretzels in the fridge, which we steamed to get it warmed...lol that is improvisation. There was no guide for us on that day. we roamed around on our own. we were ecstatic wen we saw roxy, and bohemian shops. But we have to first settle either

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1097933339016322112004-10-16T19:49:00.000+08:002004-10-17T00:13:33.173+08:00

mabuhai!hola..wadssup ya al back in main land already after so long.... this r juz some of the things me n da girls went through during our stay in kl... please note that this is the first time we r leavin singapore on our own,juz four girls.. DAY 1: its like gettin hit in the face, wow we r really leaving this place, takin the train for the first time to kl. when we board the right cabin, we

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hola, anyone up for a roadtrip to kl plz leave me a tag or sms me ait...its gona be on the 9 oct to 14 oct. well since nutin is free, u guys interested need to pay for ur own accomodation n food basically ur own expenses...is on u..lol...

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ait have loads of stuff on my mind. first up is sumting i juz cant fathom. i dun understand y ppl have to work multiple jobs juz to get that DOLLAR. i mean where is the logic behind this? get up early in the mornin to be pushed n bossed around by ur superiors, sloggin ur ass off for some mere bucks a day. gets home in the evenin have to face ur wife n kids-god forbids- or maybe ur room mates or

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1095348094451035782004-09-16T22:57:00.000+08:002004-09-17T00:20:31.986+08:00

i remember sayin sumtin like not expectin anythin n not lookin forward to my birthday. its that time of the year agian, my major depression. its has become a pattern i will be down a few weeks b4 the day n as the day grew closer i become more of a maniac. without fail every year sumting undesirable will happen on this day. n i will never fail to shed a few tears. this year its no different, in

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1094810273794417232004-09-10T17:52:00.000+08:002004-09-10T17:57:53.793+08:00

i woke up feelin distant from my being. its like im detached from my body. perhaps its due to the thing i tried last night- some kind of meditation technique i learnt. anyway i had a strange dream, bout my cousin. im in a world which i dun comprehand the facts of life n their life principles. in that dream my cousin is disowned by my aunt. i was cryin n sad as he is one of my fav. n no one is

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1094626887663684752004-09-08T13:14:00.000+08:002004-09-09T21:45:18.153+08:00

hola, currently in the com lab waitin for futher instructions from SWA, my classmate. seems that she is da only one who knows how to use the software. ok the teacher is repeatin wad she juz told us juz now. i still dunno the purpose of doin this. its juz too mah fun (troublesome) she makes it sounds so difficult now. argh!! life is meant to be simple. wad happen to simple joys of life,

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hola, mabuhai... haha..im suppose to be depressed but im not. instead i feel pretty good. i want my husband back!!!! well he's dead...nutin i can do bout that... aah that korean movie sure have struck a nerve man. the "husband" in the show was super sweet that i want one myself~a husband... i'll get over it im sure.. juz came back from shikin's place..i baked cookies!! finally..yea i know

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have u ever been to a roomful of people, whom you have never met, ok perhaps bout less than 5 people u knew, the rest r total strangers, n u learnt that they r ur relatives? ok it happened to me. its was suppose to be a family dinner at aunt monica's place. so no harm taggin along. i found myself in a roomful of only 5 people, which is fine coz i know all of them. we were drinking when we heard

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1092830997224823742004-08-18T20:07:00.000+08:002004-08-18T20:20:34.720+08:00

VIRGO WOMAN She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. A slim woman who walks with confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a pretentious type and will always say what she thinks. You will see Virgo woman walks fas! t. She w ill try her best to be perfect, to look perfect and to feel

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1092482191395446692004-08-14T18:43:00.000+08:002004-08-14T19:16:31.396+08:00

could u possibly fall in love with someone just on his talents? could u ever be swayed by a person's emotion in his voice? my mind is tangled now. all kinda thoughts are rushin in and out. never givin me a chance to gather my thoughts. spent last night at hard rock cafe, me n mag were indulging ourselves with sweet stuff n i call it quits couldnt eat no more, d sweetness was juz killin me. but

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1091630443750590402004-08-04T19:56:00.000+08:002004-08-07T16:08:40.506+08:00

hehe..i juz learned a bit of portuguese..compliments to my grandma n my granddad who was tryin to confuse me with tagalog. its high time i learn these stuff or im a disgrace to my kind! haha..im over the hindi phase i gave up so now i hope better luck with portuguese. my grams was like learn this n u can speak to ur husband in portuguese..haha.. like i will ever get a portuguese husband in da

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1091111975629838142004-07-29T21:51:00.000+08:002004-07-29T22:39:35.630+08:00

hey hey hey..im soo fuggin bored.well im studyin ya see...so go figure. got a test tmr in da mornin~ bleagh!   i've got another new cousin, my aunt juz gave brith this morn n nanny Bee is back from the hospital..so everything is goin smoothly..except my brain.i feel so overloaded these days..n i cant figure out wads buggin me. even chamomile tea doesnt help this time. yesterday was momma's

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1090512216749294902004-07-22T23:26:00.000+08:002004-07-29T21:34:21.053+08:00

hey all, before anything lets all say a little prayer for my grandaunt who is at the coronary department now. god bless her soul. i have been in and out of different wards this week visiting her, n tmr i have to skip lesson to speak to the gp n surgeon regarding her angioscope n coronary bypass. hope all goes well.   did i mention bout the new addition of bracelet to my collection its white

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MY PHONE WAS MISSING YESTERDAY!!!!!!! yesterday morning like say bout 8 am..tell me..argh!!wad d hell!! yea who could take it rite..its juz my family n ika..she is staying over at my place for god knows why..i let her sleep in my bed while i had the floor, n my PHONE is near my head n coincidently near her bag too. so if the phone was or wasn't there she would notice..n how convenient for her to

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1089729955179079902004-07-13T21:45:00.000+08:002004-07-14T00:18:08.196+08:00

i am sooo pissed..so fuggin pissed..sorry ppl to be greeted this way..its juz that i lost one too many things this year and i've had it! its enough..first was my ic, cash.. bla bla bla..now i lost my clothes..this is driving me insane..how could i lose it..i know...its ridiculous..n fresh on my "lost and never found" list is my green puma sweats, i'm cool if d thing is on d shelf still n i can

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1088437265357653782004-06-28T22:50:00.000+08:002004-06-28T23:41:05.356+08:00

hey ya all...how was d first day of school? was kinda tied up with loads of stuff, so that is the primary cause of the late updates.yea lots of family gathering coming up.. aleen n faiz stayed over the weekend..slumber party..lol..faiz is here for a job interview, which is today..n guess wat!! she got it..nursing job in gleneagles' hospital. oh n fina will be in uni by next week.gosh, civil

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1087660923952629852004-06-19T23:27:00.000+08:002004-06-20T00:02:03.953+08:00

ooh..did i mention dat auntie nina was askin my hand in marriage, for her son, Christopher..i was like..err..den turned to fina, n i was lost for words. lol..i nearly blushed, gawd, that will be damn embarrasin maan,n total give away..oopz!i gave it away..fug la im talkin shit,its like im wasted now..lol..perhaps d tiredness has finally got through.. oh i got a new baby cousin..he is damn cute..

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geez, how many wedding can u go to within a week? if this continues, im gona die standing.it was chaotic, lots of people running around, n guest too. i had to retreat to my room a couple of times when i feel a little claustrophobic. the food was excellent, DUH! cooked by d man himself, my grandad! there wasn't enough to go around as many took packets home, n we were left with a small pot of rice,

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1086636688402042942004-06-08T02:32:00.000+08:002004-06-08T21:50:25.980+08:00

wedding, is a time where u get to meet certain people whom u seldom meet or juz simply u dun know they exist or even related to u. n its durin diz time u r either at ur best or ur worst.its wen u show em wad u've got n wat u've achieve. but most of d time it will be d same bloody question..WHEN IS UR TURN? which juz drives me up the wall. dont they get it..im only 18.. its also diz time where u

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1085850998959736782004-05-30T00:52:00.000+08:002004-05-30T01:50:48.870+08:00

i tink my bro is pissed at me..well its understandable..he was talkin to his girl wen i started yellin n naggin bout his results..dun ask wad he got..it was rather disappointing. den again who am i to say..isince i myself failed my exam (it was juz ONE subject!!) oh yea i PASSED my supp paper, me n ad practically 'vomitted' out everything that we know..n that works appearantly..too much has

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1084812495019615772004-05-18T00:30:00.000+08:002004-05-18T00:48:15.020+08:00

well guys dun get offended here, its juz that diz week alone i have encountered cases where guys really showed that there is a downright jerk living in them n waiting to be unleashed. its juz that u people juz say certain stuff without thinking at MOST times n at MOST times it does really hurt although at MOST times u dont know that ur hurting us. i tink im makin sense. well anyway, yea true

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gee..datz an understatement. Woa been long since i last update.. ok lets start from da time i left..had to endure Terengganu for a week, n i got back home juz in time for a week of chalet which is like 2- 3 weks ago..i totally lost track of time. i was away from civilization for quite sometime that i didnt noe there was a collapse at Ayer Rajah ting n Singapore has new notes n my computer is

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Holidays are finally here..n i had a great start to it already..for once! i only got a chance to sleep in my bed on monday. camped in da airport on fri..i wont resort to studyin overnite if i had studied in da day, hmm..we didnt actually go according to plan. i was suppose to reserve seats for sof n ad at wheelocks but i was too early dat dey were still sleepin n i wanst in da mood yet to study,

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i couldnt get enough sleep at night, coz everytime i close my eyes, i see you everytime my thoughts drift away, it will go to you. it breaks my heart so, to see u in that state. if you only knew the grief that befalls us, upon hearin the news. what were you thinkin drivin late that night? back then, when u asked if ur good lookin playfully, i will always say never in my dreams. gosh, those

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1082004458534068282004-04-09T00:41:00.000+08:002004-04-15T12:51:35.356+08:00

alright, sorry people for the late late updates. been a while hasn't it..sisnce i last wrote in. lots have happened, trust me. past past weekend, was at da rugby sevens and my family chalet..den juz had loads of reports due..so kinda cooped up. diz weekend, was at da shop, helpin out as usual, have not gone shoppin for a while now. oh yea celebrated ju n whinner's bday. gawd dat was a long time

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im talkin bout being blind literally. as in u cant see! i had a first hand experience in dat. n me sure not goin there again! i went to diz lady doctor bout the pain in my ear. after checkin it out she said my ears r fine. in fact it was my jaw dat was causin the pain but she didnt noe how. all she said was either i talked too much or i had dislodged my jaw while eatin or sumtin..talk bout weird

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1080012536837431602004-03-23T23:03:00.000+08:002004-03-27T15:09:17.000+08:00

Sometimes life....al i can say now is u cause it upon urself. u make it happen. ur da cause of ur own misery. and im a living example. i simply choose not to perform my fullest, be in for school, home- basically my whole life in general. Friends that i limit myself to. choices dat i made n which i painfully regret now. selective memory dat is not workin in my favor. im constantly fed with images

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1079775255765744802004-03-20T17:34:00.000+08:002004-03-20T17:37:37.450+08:00

how i longed to forget bout u totally but u came back into my life suddenly accompanied with a dream dat ends beautifully and a dream it is and will always be..... hmm..

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ait ppl..been a while since i wrote in..thanx for ya comments bout me bein late n all..im over it..since a whole bunch of us were late dat mornin..bet since den i wasnt late for any classes, i even came for d 8 am lecture!!!(which i have never been to) so an improvement for mua.. wit it was da EB party at ...d q was a killa..we were at da parkin lot wen whinner whacked me hard coz she saw carlos.

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Try havin to wake up wid loads of aches all ova ur body, n get up fo a class which is at 9 fo which u have been flunggin n facin da teacher whom is ur sworn enemy fo 3 whole hours..aint a pretty thing in da mornin..ok i was late..said sorry..so cool it..wads da biggie? juz so happen dat i was 15 mins late..had a wake last nite. couldnt sleep, wen i manage to crawl outta bed, i was kinda late to

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1077802729901712422004-02-26T13:39:00.000+08:002004-03-10T13:46:16.106+08:00

im so so so in need of my clarinase, that is my life support system, actually fo my sinus. guess i have to make a trip down to my doc, diz nosey of mine is a killah. juz started diz afternoon wen i was back from ad's. yea was at her place last nite-technically. played cards, eat, played, eat, got bored til Ju came over, when we start makin our way to banquet fo dinner. sofie cant join us last

morbidusnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5918350.post-1077077494863824772004-02-18T12:11:00.000+08:002004-02-18T12:14:13.936+08:00

Wow..loads have happened in d space of 2 days. Well i manage to psyco my bro into buyin diz nike sweats dat i liked..but den he bought it at a larger size, which is damn huge fo me!! xxL..but it looks good on him..so i bought another puma sweats,which im wearin now with a pink top..hahahha... gawd..i tink im a sweatshirt freak! i have like..6-7..well not dat many i guess..next up i wana buy sock

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